hurm....i already found a few ppl to actually discuss whatever i felt,and the problems i m facing.since i cant rely my secrets on my housemates,i need to find sumbody else.....

yesterday changes the whole scenario.I realise that if i m to into something,or to be more specific,somebody...i can be go negligent and become hyper-too-much...

well....i have already decided,since this journey i had made so far.....i do not want to give up,but at the same time,i do not want to be so stressed out because of my personal matters.Its been a very heavy burden,therefore I think its my stupidity if i bring along the burden with me.

I know He will find a path for me,and if i m destined with the girl I like...then i m sure the light will shine upon me and her,and the path will be shown such that we meet each other.

Although there is so many obstacles and circumstances to be considered,but I will never think those as somebarrier to prevent us to be together.Sun will shine,earth will turn...life will go on...
Sorrow will say goodbye......

Thats all for the personal thingy.....well anyway its already Chinese New Year...so.....Balik Kampung la!!wat else!!tho i missed this place...because.........=)

Happy CNY PPl!XD

just finished E1 sessions with jess yesterday....thank her so much for helping me so much in e1....
and so many things that i learned and also enjoyed!!really enjoyed..i did not knew studying have been so much fun.....=)

well...we bumped into......her's him.well.....that guy whom i once felt angry with.....now i felt pity for him....i really felt that i have so many things i can do rather than being angry towards you.....and i seriously giving you my pity.......ur love.......ntg much to say.

i really feel the new leaf has already came upon me.thanx to "you"....you were there when i was down down down to the deepest part of the earth....and u pulled me up back on the floor.......i was wishing if we will move on together....who knows?

hah......now E1 is up the road....and moral assignments are up ahead......
hoping i wont do stupid acts to ruin my life again.anymore.once is enough.

boohoo....today was really,really a lucky day.....i shud have bought toto lo!!!!seriously....
why?
went to watch malaysia open finals,and suddenly,an uncle approaches 3 of us (me,zhilun linda) and then say,"got free ticket...come come...."
we tot that uncle want to cheat us or sumthing,see see he took out the ticket and gave it to us...wa....rm 35 ticket wei!!!all of us saved rm105 in total...!!!u say la..lucky boh....no need line up to buy ticket...wakaka!!

of course,our lucky day,the malaysia team sure win la!!!chong wei and the malaysia pair both won their respective titles......heng ah!!

then we decided to makan besar...lol...so we went to mines and makan Nando's.....this one i say too lucky liao...we went there...ngam ngam got one nice sitting place for us......then after that got so many ppl come and wait for places....wahhhh!! and then when we finished makan....the dapur in Nando's kebakaran wo....lucky we ate finish d then only they kebakaran......u say ah!!! heng bo????

and also,for me,i m in good terms back with pingwen edy after yesterday's argument.felt so bad about what i said.scolded her......but then she also came apologizing to me....welll...is my bad also...mutual =)

we plan to buy toto one...but then din buy....then when i checked jz now...my number 1705,but keluar 1750......haihz....

so,back to the "main" thing.i guess i woke up in the middle of the night,i was missing somebody in the net.i was shocked i would woke up and the first thing i did in my blur state was to on my laptop.this is so weird......
and the songs i keep hearing...playing in my laptop,

This I Promise You-N'sync
Better Man-Robbie Williams
When You Say Nothing At All-Ronan Keating
Fall For You-Secondhand Serenade
Now or Never-HSM3 Soundtrack

All these songs played in random.i was like....whaaaaaaat!!!
aiyo.....everything is going crazier day by day.......
i dont know if i can stand any longer....all these are so pressuring....
how how how???

today wasnt that pleasant for me.again that feeling came back.this time it is different.because it is the matter of hurting someone.someone whom i do not want to hurt.ever in my life.

well,i m all alone in university,so bored.but all the time,someone is actually always on my mind.
i m just wondering,when last time i was thinking of her,why so fast i m able to think of another person?is it because i m vulnerable to people,or maybe i m just sum1 who isnt loyal or faithful?
if i m not faithful,how m i going to commit myself to the person i would marry one day?
so much things flies in my mind,but only one thing kept constant. .........

just now at night,i went to mcd bangi to online.i was busy facebooking,until pingwen messages me.she was also bored in campus,so we chatted.and it came to a tragic situation.we ended up arguing with each other. I was so protective of the person when pingwen criticizes her.i kinda scolded her and warned her not to do so.we ended up hanging.awww.......

i m seriously feeling vulnerable at this time.if only things can be much much simpler.
=(

wohhhhhh-kayyyzzz!!maybe its time to continue my journey after a long halt!!

a special incident that happened yesterday night in our apartment.Thank God for bringing us that night.All of four of us,sat down in a room,spilling out all of our dislikes and disagreement towards each other.We shouted,screamed and even get emotional.It was such a sober night but it turned out to be something very blessed.We learned so much,that friendship bonds are always there if you know how to maintain it.They are always there to hold your back,when you fall.They are there to lend their ears,when you need someone to talk to.I set my trust on my friends,and i hope so much that they dont dissappoint my trust towards them.Well,to turn over a new leaf is something nice.Right?

*shouts* whattttttt!!!

well....despite from those,i m in a serious dillema.yet again.i am.this time.i tried so hard to say NO to things which is actually impossible.Now i need my closest friends to talk with me.To share my problems.I just cant spill it out here,well....it might be SEEN by OTHERS!so any of my friends out there who is willing to hear my problems.....please do come and confront me.I really need you now....

*BOOMS*

and i realise blogging is actually more about pictures.less talk.more pictures.trying hard to upload more pictures here.

check ya'll soon! =)

well.i have to stop all my internet daily usage already since finals is just 2weeks ahead.so i think i need to stop being addicted to internet and start being addicted to books ^^
anyway catch up wit u guys afta exams.wish me luck xD

why?
MONDAY-MEASUREMENT LAB FINAL PAPER
TUESDAY-DIFFERENTIAL EQUATION QUIZ,C PROGRAMMING ASSIGNMENT,C PROG EVENT
WEDNESDAY-C PROGRAMMING LAB TEST 2
THURSDAY-CALCULUS QUIZ

okay.now i m totally feeling so stressed up here.is like 100 tones of stones is just above my head!luckily i finished up my circuits assignment and measurement lab 9.and now i need to start reading to prepare for my deadly week ahead.gosh.this week is even worst than finals!

hey,but there's always time to relax and unwind.like blogging.=)
and.MID VALLEY!woooo.....been there this morning to meet up with my aunties.they want to belanja makan wo.so go la.since is FOOD wurt!and i was lucky to go there because i actually seen a real LAMBORGHINI GALLARDO being displayed at MID VALLEY!omg...thats like my dream car!!






























speaking of which,this car is brought in under PLAYBOY.and u must buy their products like perfumes,stationaries and etc. "books???!@##$" to take a picture with that sweetie pie!
this car is beauty isnt it?

back to university,is such a hectic life ahead.i cant seem to feel calm knowing that finals are just around the corner.and i have so many events up ahead.IET,christmas night,career fair.man.is just so troublesome.everything is getting more heavier on my shoulder.><

and tomorrow's kityin's birthday.and i actually planned a super surprise for her during her birthday.planned to buy something and send straight away to her house via post.and guess what.failed.why?because of all these busy week la!gosh!
all i can hope is for a smooth week to pass by.and it shall be okay after that.=)

i said today is gonna be happier.and it totally came by.the dream i had was the best enough to make me portray a smile while sleeping.and if it is possible,i would wish that i would be in that dream forever.Because it is something that rekindles everything.

i would really want to share this joy with all of you,so i blog it out here.i dont know why,i can remember so well about what happened during the dream yesterday.usually i will forget everything once i m awake.maybe it was destined after all.

I shall use;
A=Guy
B=Gal

so it was a rainy evening.it came by when A borrowed his brother's car to go to University Malaya(UM) to find his friends.So he slowly drove to the destination and he was totally thinking about his friends there.Long time no see,long time no talk,how wonderful can it be?Just when he reaches there,he went up to the guard's booth and waited.But it seemed quite a pity that after 20minutes waiting his friends told him that they were unable to come.Projects,assignments,etc..
Well A was totally not mad about those ppl that actually "fong fei kei" him.Is all because of the appearance of B.B was actually A's previous gal.Her timid and cute looking smile were still there,and now she looks so gorgeous,even in a rainy evening!Well B was below the guard booth waiting the rain to stop.A totally stunned and was paralyzed!He could only stand up there and just watch B all day.A wanted everything back from the previous days,but he knew that such thing is like 1/100 probability.So,all he could do was to watch her all day long.Mesmerizing all her physical attractions.Suddenly,B looked up.A startled.He cant do anything!The moment of awkwardness came in so fast.But it never lasted long because B gave a very sweet smile to A.That's where A feels normal and waved at her.She replies,and then she walked off.A cant expect much from her,but a smile is good enough to take everything off.The history is history.But when A went back to his car,he realizes the car was unable to start.So he just sat in the car waiting his bro to come.The whole time,the smile that B gives was never able to go away from A's mind.And when the moment the door knocks,it was actually B!!!but its a pity that when A smiled with B along.......i woke up!=="

really hope any person who actually lets me have this dream,please continue my dream.i really want to know what happened next!If its the person above,i really hope so much that You will let me have the continuation from the dream!

So thats it!I gonna start my Circuits already.no time to waste!Cyaz!